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if the devil has a problem with it he knows where i'll be, bonus points if he's not a puss |
i regret i only had one to give i awoke to that grim day crying instantly gods and demons of an entire world conspired against me with unparalleled unity they kept me from you and i am so sorry they made damn sure i would never see you have the chance to be there clouded me from ever knowing until of course when it was all too late and i am so ashamed no disgrace hit me harder i've never felt so little of a man even with the world against me there is no excuse in what i did i can't find it in me to forgive myself ever and i am truly torn the ignorance that i spewed is the mark of my deepest stain nothing weighed on my soul heavier than all the time i wasn't there all the things i never did not being anyone to you and i am so pathetic to clearly see you there for the first time it was so inherently obvious to be certain that in you was a natural magnificence that no one or anything could compare to truly a soul most beautiful and i am so unworthy my vow to harbor no regret on my life was utterly shattered that day that speeding car taking you away snapped to life all the things i wish i could have said and birthed a hollowness of times i never shared and i am such a failure please, for yourself, keep you head high for if your gaze should ever lower you would only meet my eyes because there is no one more undeserving than me and you are too good to take concern in my shortcomings and i am the fool my guilt only tastes of the missed opportunities to learn from your natural wisdom being able to laugh with you helping you with the troubles of life supporting you when opposition came your way celebrating achievements or simply enjoying you company and i am so useless dwell not on my inadequacy because your are better so for yourself shine brilliantly Taiyo ~for they are all stars to me~ |