Scared of Lonely

~Scared of Lonely~
        by ~Minja~

If I could write a poem about myself
instead of a poem about him
you wouldn't find words of love there
not because I don't love myself
but because I love him more.

You wouldn't find
a single stanza about happiness
not because I'm not happy
or that I don't know how true happiness
can be found only within myself
but because I have found that the most happiest stanzas
are those that contains syllables of him.

If someone ever tell me
that life is all about surviving-
arms scared,
hearts ripped,
wings broken
         yet still continuing to fly
I will take his words and build up a whole new world
out of them and everyone will see
that for the most gruesomest battles takes two,
for final survivor takes one
and victory that comes after is celebrated with nothingness
if there is no one else to be shared with.
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Form- free verse