MISSING THOSE DAYS

MISSING THOSE DAYS
LIFE TO ME IS NOW ONLY LIMITED TO WHATSAPP,TWITTER,FACEBOOK,INSTAGRAM AND STUDIES.I WILL BE TURNING 16 THIS YEAR .I KNOW THAT IT IS A REALLY MERE AGE BUT WITHIN THESE YEARS I HAVE SEEN MY LIFE TAKING DIFFERENT TWISTS AND TURNS.
TODAY EITHER I AM ENGROSSED IN BOOKS OR I AM BUSY WITH MY SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES. I AM DETATCHED FROM FROM MY FAMILY . ON ONE HAND I FEEL LUCKY THAT I HAVE PRIVACY AND THE WORLD IS JUST AHEAD BY A CLICK OF MINE BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I MISS THE GONE BY DAYS OF CHILDHOOD WHICH ARE ONLY CAPTURED IN MY MEMORIES BUT STILL FRESH IN MY MIND.
I REMEMBER, WHEN I WAS ONLY 3 YEARS OLD, ME AND MY PARENTS SHIFTED TO A PERSONAL FLAT.I WAS VERY HURT AND SAD TO LEAVE MY GRANDPARENTS ALONE.BUT I HAD ADJUST TO CIRCUMSTANCES AND HAD ADAPTED IN THE NEW HOUSE. I HARDLY HAD ANY FRIEND. MY DAYS WOULD PASS BY PAINTING,SLEEEPING AND GOING TO SCHOOL.AS I GREW UP I FELT THE NEED OF A BEST FRIEND..
AFTER 2 YEARS WE AGAIN WENT BACK TO OUR OLD HOME.IT WAS SO RELIEVING.I HAD TWO COMPANIONS THERE. WE THREE- I A NEIGHBOUR HOOD SISTER AND A FRIEND(A BOY 2 YEARS ELDER TO ME) WOULD PLAY, TALK ,FIGHT THE WHOLE DAY. LIFE WAS BEAUTIFUL....I LOVED MY LIFE.
EVERYTHING WAS LUXURIOUS AND CORRECT TILL I TURNED 8. MY GRANDMA PAASED AWAY AND I ENTERED A PHASE OF DEPRESSION . I WOULD NOT TALK TO ANYONE OR NOT EAT ANYTHING. THAT WAS THE PHASE WHEN I GOT CLOSEST TO MY MOTHER . SHE CONSOLED ME AND EXPLAINE THAT " ONE WHO COMES HAS TO GO" . GRADUALLY I RECOVERED FROM THAT PHASE AND TURNED TO NORMAL LIFE.
THE PRESSURE OF STUDIES INCREASED AND LIFE GOT COMPLICATED.I WAS TRABSFORMING AND GETTING CLOSER TO FRIENDS WHILE MY PARENTS WERE GETTINF FARTHER TO ME. I WAS 12 WHEN I FIRST REALISED THAT THE BOY ( TOLD EARLIER) I PLAYED WITH WAS MORE THAN A FRIEND TO ME. I LIKED HIM , NOT LIKE A FRIEND BUT IN ANOTHER WAY. MY TEENAGE WAS SETTING IN AND IT WAS A FEELING APART.
BUT SADLY THAT COMPANION WITH HIS FAMILY SHIFTED TO SOME OTHER PLACE. I MISSED HIM A LOT. THINKING ABOUT HIM BROUGHT AQ SMILE ON MY FACE AND BLUSH ON MY CHEEKS BUT REALISING THAT HE IS FAR AWAY TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY EYES. I COULDN'T SHARE IT WITH ANYONE AND STARTED WRITING A DIARY.I KNEW "PAPER HAS MORE PATIENCE"SO MY FEELINGS GOT THERE PLACE IN THE PAGES OF MY DIARY .
TODAY I KNOW THAT I AM A GROWN UP PERSON AND THESE MEMORIES ONLY MAKE ME SAD BUT I THINK I HAVE NO EXISTENCE WITHOUT THESE MEMORIES WHICH ARE TREASURE TO ME.
I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS OF LIFE WHICH SEEMED DIFFICULT WERE DEFINATELY MORE PLEASING THAN THE LIFE TODAY.
- KRYSTLE.