Trapped

Four white walls,
Blankly I stare upon
Absent from rational thoughts
Swimming in a sea of confusion
I can't breath at all now
Torn between air and suffocation
All things blend together unevenly
While I lose my mind frozen still
Motionless and numb with fear
That I can't comprehend or understand
But still it stirs in me somewhere
Vacant eyes gaze upon nothing more
Trapped within this room of silence
Caught in a trance of forgetfulness and insanity
To remain unfocused and wondering and pondering why
Why these four white walls
Why these unclear visions
Why this mass frustration
Which plagues me with chaos
Will I ever figure it out
These wicked ways
That now tear me apart