Panda

Prologue

Panda Corp. is a top ten media company owned by Leonard Panda, a man who is powerful and wealthy and has no troubles in his life since he has the best of the best working for him. Leonard Panda is a man of dubious reputation; he's too used to get what he wants disregarding the risks and losses. The assistant he shares with Blaze Logan, Theresa Belle is a woman in her forties, healthy, smart and hard-working. Her everyday look is black mini-skirt, a button-up shirt; auburn hair wore loose, intense make-up and heels. She is the personal assistant to Logan Blaze, and madly in love with Leonard Panda. Tessa can't get away from him, even though he hurts her every few days, her unrequited love is too painful to her, but she won't leave his side at this company. Blaze Logan knows about this crush, but he has his plans for Tess and the little blond actress who keeps batting her lashes at him. Panda couldn't care less about Tess and her crush, he uses her as he pleases and then pushes her away, the only consideration he has towards her is not asking for any sexual favours, though innuendos are there almost permanently.

Blaze Logan is General Director of Panda Corp. and Leonard's right hand, or maybe both hands since Panda is hardly ever working, he does go to work, sits in his office and spends the day receiving people and browsing the internet, but mostly for fun and sex, not work. He does sign the papers, though. Logan has seen Tessa melt for Panda, and this tears him apart, due to him feeling an intense attraction to her and can't help wishing it was him who melted her. But he does have some side-dishes, Damian Lukas, one of the make-up artists being one of his favourites, but there is some new actress with long blonde hair who has been batting her lashes like crazy, every time she sees him. He might have to tap into that too. His fantasy is to get Tessa with those two, all in one big bed and have a go at all of them together.
But, then again, Damian is in some relationship with the blonde actress, Lucy Sparks, so maybe he can at least bring those two together into his bed, after all, they are both Bi, whilst Tessa...well, he is quite sure Tessa is as straight as a ruler. He has another fantasy where he can get his masseuse, Jenna Lewis in bed with him and Stephen Silk, that sexy fashion designer from the 3rd floor. But surely that will never happen, Stephen is engaged to Luke Downs, the model for the new underwear line, and they seem to be very serious about it, plus they are gay, not bi so that Stephen wouldn't go to bed with a girl in it. Then there is Boris Williams to worry about, Jenna's husband is a yoga teacher with a knack for martial arts, and he's the jealous type, so Jenna is off-limits too. Anna, one of the swimwear models, has been advancing dangerously on him, quite naturally too, lately. Miss Block, a tall woman, beautiful and sexy is married to one of Blaze's colleagues, Paul Meyers, the media manager, so no matter how hot she is, she is off-limits too. He wouldn't mess with Paul's wife since Paul is next in line for his job and he has no plans on making it easy for him to get it.
Jason Franks drove him nuts for quite some time, always insinuating himself to him, touching him here and there on the lift or anywhere he managed to cross his path. That was one man he had no respect for; the man is married to Jerusha Abbot, one of the writers from the 6th floor; she is excellent at her job, and a very smart and beautiful woman. The fact that Franks is willing to cheat on her made him sick; possibly because they dated some 15 years ago and broke his heart, but he never lost his respect for her and her work. Speaking of colleagues, Katrina, his second in command of the Sales Department is one easy fish to hook up with, but unfortunately, she is desperately in love with Richard Large, the accountant. His lovely wife, Dianna Lee, a gorgeous homemaker who lives with her husband and their children, is always visiting him in the office, bringing him lunch and snacks at all times of the day. Luckily, Large has never fallen for Katrina's charms.

The other three women Blaze can't help wanting, are impossible for him, and yet, his greed makes him want them over and over again, but he knows better than to try anything with them. Two of them are a lovely lesbian couple, Tina Powers the Spanish teacher and Becky Boost, the Archive Manager. They fit perfectly well in every possible way, and this makes him dream of fitting right in between them. And the last forbidden fruit for Blaze is Taffy Sweet, Brant Culver's mistress. Culver, being the Chief Editor of the entire News section of Panda, has to be kept happy no matter what; therefore he has been allowed to have his mistress as his P.A.
Blaze has many desires, some of them he has been able to fulfil but he knows which lines he should never cross. Taffy has been sweet to him many times, she has brought him his morning tea, just as he likes it but he's always been polite maintaining etiquette to avoid trouble, since apparently, Culver is quite possessive of her. But Tessa is something different to him, she is special, someone he not only wants to have physically, but she is also someone he wants to keep. But, since she is so madly in love with Panda, he has to make it with whichever other fantasies he can make correct and use his imagination. The good thing is that he has access to the cameras all over the building, using the IP, so he's recorded many gigabytes of the video starring Theresa Belle in many different outfits and positions. And he even has one of her bent over Panda's desk with him beating her bare ass with a folded magazine, apparently punishing her for some mistake she'd made. He finds this arousing and yet very disgusting, it makes him angry that he treats her like that as if she were garbage. She does everything he asks, and every time he finds a mistake and either yell at her or give her physical punishment, which she receives weeping silently only to feel any closeness to him
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But Tessa would do absolutely anything for Leonard Panda, she is completely infatuated with him, it seems almost unnatural, and more than once, even she questions herself about some of the things she does for him or allows him to do to her. She is not into BDSM, and yet, she's allowed him to punish her physically more than once. She has been hit, flogged, spanked, has had parts of her body painfully pinched with metallic clamps and even allowed him to insert things into parts of her body. All because he'd said these things would make him happy and get him to value her more, see her as an important part of his life. And with this stuff she melts and gives in to him in every possible way. But then, at night, at home, alone, Tessa cries in shame and embarrassment, nursing her wounds with whisky and chocolate ice cream.


Chapter 1: A shocking Blaze
Tessa has always had the feeling that Blaze Logan is after her, but since he is after every female in the company, and most males too, mean she has never given it much thought. She knows he is a bit obsessed with her because she's never been inclined his way, not even slightly. Tess knows her love for Leonard Panda isn't right for her; Tess deserves so much better than this man who uses her and mistreats her on a daily basis but has no idea how to stop feeling this way about him. Panda has been awful to her ever since she showed her feelings for him in the silliest way. It was Valentine's Day of her first year in the company, and she'd sent him a cute little card and a chocolate lolly. It was an innocent gesture trying to test if he had even the slightest interest in her. He'd guessed it was hers, or maybe he'd spied on the cameras, and the plight had begun. At first, he just made snide remarks about her simple clothes, so she started dressing differently, then it was commented about her hair, the way she didn't wear make-up and other things about her appearance. Since then she's started wearing make-up, her hair loose and mini-skirts with button-up blouses that Panda loves to unbutton down to a "too-much-cleavage" level.

Every night she cries as she writes in her diary her feelings, how pained Tess is by all this and how wishes she could stop. She eats chocolate ice-cream and then throws it up out of guilt and ends up curling up in bed with a glass of whisky and falls asleep sobbing. The woman carries her diary everywhere; this little brown, leather-bound book is her best friend and only consolation since talking to anybody about all this is out of the question. More than once, after a spanking or some invasive punishment, she grabs her diary and runs to the toilet in tears, holding it close to her chest with her pen held tightly in her right hand.

It was one of those times, while Blaze was getting a blowjob from Damian, watching the camera over Tessa's desk that he'd seen the diary for the first time. He saw her run out of Panda's office with her face smeared with tears, she popped her hand into her purse and grabbed this little brown bundle and pen. Then she ran towards the toilets, and this gave him a hint about the importance of the little book. He couldn't even finish with Damian; his arousal died right away as he saw red streaks on the back of Tessa's legs as she ran in the opposite direction of the camera. Damian noticed his anger, and knowing of his feelings for Tess, offered to talk to her and see if he could find out something, but Blaze refused. He didn't want Tess to suspect, and Damian wasn't exactly the discreet type.
A few days later, Tessa came into Blaze's office to leave a folder full of documents signed by Panda. Blaze looked up and saw some of her mascara was smeared and just pushed a box of tissues towards her. She blushed and grabbed one to dab gently on the stain; she lowered her head and muttered a thank you before leaving his office in a hurry. He knew she'd have written in her diary and needed to know what her thoughts and feelings were, he wanted to know more about her. He opened the page to watch the cameras, focused on the one over her desk and the moment he saw her leave, he went over and took the diary from her purse. Taking it into his office and with one eye on the camera, he scanned it in his scanner saving the files to his phone. He then went out and left it in the purse again, guessing she was in Panda's office, and that's why she was taking so long to get back.

He also left her a little present on her desk, a tiny bonbon wrapped in purple paper. He went back to his office to read the scans while he watched the camera and saw her come out of Panda's office, she was smiling this time. She sat down, saw the bonbon and ate it without apparently giving it much thought. He sighed and kept on reading the scans. What he read saddened him greatly, for she mentioned wanting to stop this, wanting to resign to her position as Pandas assistant and focusing on working for Blaze. He might be a sexual deviant but at least he never mistreats anyone and anybody ever leave his office crying or broken. She has also written about wanting someone better in her life, knowing she deserved more. And then, she mentioned him, "If only Mr Logan weren't such a deviant, having sex with every man and woman in the Company, if only he were more of a gentleman, if only". And after that, she resumed writing about the things Panda did, how he hurt her both physically and emotionally, how she felt as if she was under some spell that made her do things against her will.

These last few words stuck with him, he wanted to talk to Tess about that so he began thinking of a way to do so. He decided to have a work lunch with her and try to pick on the subject then.