The Odd One

I know I don't belong here....
its like I wondered in
sometimes I get so lonely, so sad, I start to crawl in
Into something that's not mine, I try to find the time
to learn something new that I try to define.
that's not the way, I tell myself
that's not how it's done
stick to the things you know
it's easier said than done.
I fight for the things I need
but I rather for the things I want
from the outside looking in
its like am poking where I don't belong
I get that you don't want me here
its not my place to judge
am just that odd odd one that's tries to care
in that place I know I don't belong.