I Love You, But Goodbye

I Love You, But Goodbye

I did not expect this to happen

Never in wildest dream that I've fallen,

To a boy who wasn't my prince charming

Nor to someone who is my friend

It must've been your sweetness that melt my heart

Or maybe it was your charming smile

Whatever the reason that made me love you

One thing I know, this strange feeling grows strong

All this time I've been praying

For you to finally see me as a lady

Every now and then I wake up dreaming

That hopefully I can be your girl, and not your friend

Then reality broke me into pieces

It wounded me bad as I started to come to my senses

That I am not meant for you

But that you belong to someone else

And I'm left alone with all this heartaches

A few might have a clue

But nobody knows the pain I've been thru

They can't guess the sleepless nights

Nor count the tears I've have shed

My friends see me smiling and laughing

Yet deep inside there's no place for denying.

I know I have to surrender and let go

At least to cease and ease the misery

Still I'd be happy,

Because happiness means seeing you being one.

And let me say this for once, I LOVE YOU . . .!

But I love you more, so Goodbye . . .