I keep smiling But, I'm tearing apart All these feelings Tells me to stop. I keep lying & smiling Becoming a monster inside, All these tears Gonna wash away my color. I keep lying & smiling Trying to keep myself Safe for the moment, All these feelings & tears Clotting together in my heart, Making me beast Waiting for its food for years. I keep lying & yet smiling I don't want the world To watch me cry. But, that's all I got A self of mine, Made on lies, And that's all I've left. Couldn't keep it in Can't keep it up, anymore Feel like bursting into tears Gonna shout out loud and cry. I keep lying &saying, "I am okay" But, somewhere it tells me I'm not. I've got everything beside me Couldn't get hold of it If I can, I wanna just Hug and Cry all I want. I keep lying to myself putting a smile showing the world I'm okay, it's alright. I keep lying & smiling Getting sucked up inside I'm just, I don't know what. I keep lying & smiling Fed up of hiding, All these feelings Just wanna stop. Yet, I keep lying Such a bad liar. |