Like Sedation..

Standing out in the night.
Quieter than inside.
Cold crisp air.
Invites a night time drive.
The splickering of lights
back and forth at rapid pace,
but slow progression, catch attention.
White, red & violet.
Tied like an invisible cord.
Cast shadow memory in mind.
Living two lives on the cusp.
Personal Oblation.
Something about-
giving life to another.
Dont speak about it.
They'll never know.
Cruising faster, roadway, home.
Outside again. Looking up.
Spell bound stars enchant,
but like sedation-
A cut of inward sight.
Preparations.
Walk up the stairs again