Thank you

Thank you
I learned from the pain
When you laughed in my face.
Which I thought was insane
When I came out being gay.

I was ashamed of who you became,
When your began drinking your life away.
A fly on the wall
Made me feel so small.

Too struggle your struggle
Which was unfair
No matter what you made life a hassle.
Even since I moved my tassle

I look back in time
And remember the shame
It even hurts
To relieve that pain.

Thank you for your words
But they mean less
No matter what
You made me depressed.
I wish they was an answer
I wish there was a cause
When you make a fool of you
I owe you the applause.

To call you father
Make me sad
To think of the man
That life once had.

To learn and grow
Will open your eyes
When your behind bars
My! What a surprise.

I don’t feel guilty
I don’t feel proud
To look at you
The same way now


As you commit to this life you choose
You give up on me
Drinking the booze.
Which you give up on you.