"When you don't regret the one you lost it too but you regret the relationship ending." |
See, had you not been on some Me shit We could of been on some We shit Instead of maybe us, Shiiiiiiit, you had me on some I don't trust shit Got me stuck shit Can't drive my truck shit Why the fuck can't I be unstuck, shit From you Why did you have to give me all those baby I love yous? Just to have me not trust you See I can't fathom my life without you So 6 years and a few broken hearts later I'm still yelling I love you! But can you hear me? In a world of adolescence you were my 1st beer That One tear I tried to fight back when you made love to me Like a beautiful flower in a field I wasn't supposed to be plucked But just my luck I wasn't just pulled out of the ground You completely, de-rooted me Ah naw, y'all not hearing me You, de-rooted me And told me that I was never going to grow in the shade of that tree And moved me into a patch of straight sun shine I'm not saying I wasn't growing but he showed me the beauty in being de-vined Ah naw, y'all not hearing me He said I was Devine and that I was wasting time in the shade of that tree See that tree was my inability to let my body roam free He took this flower and made it into what you see So you see, I'm not mad I'm grateful for being plucked That I wasn't just thrown in the back of some truck You showed me that the lines in my leaves Would not be the end of me See, you don't understand what this boy did for me He, wanted to take me and make me his little flower in a pot so bad but loved me enough to leave me and let my roots go forth in the sand Y'all don't know what it took for him to leave me with one last look And you couldn't over stand the love that I have for this man Even though it took Everything out of me to not to be shook Scared as hell, though I'd be all alone This man called me right after and spent all night on the phone And that's when I knew that he was the only one who could see Making grown flowers come out of, the shades of Tall trees I knew I wasn't the first nor the last Not enough of me to fill your tall glass And you left one important part about sitting in the sun It's that you die if the rain never comes So Hurricane Sandy hit me full force Because you decided to leave when I needed you most And by the time the storm came and gone I had worker bees coming and going on me All night long There were, a few times I wish I was back in my safe shade Away from the bees and the Sun's rays And believe me some of my petals felt no longer soft and most of the ones that remained I ended up pulling off So I wish someone would just come step on me Put me out of my misery Can't go to my mother cause she was the original one dissing me So into the arms of another Getting fucked up in and out of the covers I can't blame him for turning me loose But after a few shots of Grey goose The rotation of puff puff pass And ... here we go again this random n***** hands on my ass So nah this ain't a hate poem It's a why I stay so late poem A I'm tired of random dates poem A let's chill turns into a fake poem A one turns three but it ain't rape poem A one turns three but it ain't rape poem A ONE TURNS THREE BUT IT AIN'T RAPE POEM A you was wearing a skirt so it ain't rape poem A no means yes in my eyes poem A man I should've never let you take my shit poem But I'd give anything to have you back poem Please come back, I'm tired and my back poem You don't even want this flower back poem.. |