Don't Leave

Why did you leave?
I was your girl.
I was everything you always wanted.
Wasn't I?

Was I not pretty enough?
Was I not smart enough?
Was I not your type?

I'm sorry I yelled.
I'm sorry I cut!
I'm sorry I WASN"T GOOD ENOUGH!

Tell me!
Every day I wonder when you will send
that text message.
I wait every morning for a "Hey"
or "whats up?"
But nothing comes.
The holidays pass
The days fly by like birds heading south for the winter.

I wanna scream at you
"Fine!
Leave me
Go away
I never wanna SEE YOU AGAIN!"

But, we both know that's not true.
I can't let you go.
You're on my mind every second like a broken record.
I can't leave you.
I can't ...I just can't.

Please, I ask you from the bottom of my heart to stay.
Don't leave me.
Not again