My First Public Writing Experience

Being an IT professional, I never found happiness in what i was doing for almost past 5yrs. At the EOD when i think of it, there was nothing that really made me happy or made me satisfied. Writing was always something that made me feel myself. I am not a so called writer. I just use to write about anything and everything sometimes just to be myself when i felt incomplete or worried.. When i start writing my heart always felt a relief that i never feeled. And this moment when im writing publicly I'am actually feeling a bit nervous , bcoz i dont know if its actually can be called as a writing or not. But whatever it is, Im kind of feeling happy when im writing this. Even Im nervous i also feel happy and blissful.
Thank you for reading
Merin