MY LAST WORDS

DEAR SOUL

I WISH I HAD MORE TIME TO TELL YOU GOOD BYE .
MAYBE I DIDN'T DESERVE YOUR LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU DID .
I KNEW WHY YOU LAUGHED WHEN I DID .
BUT YOU FEIGNED IGNORANT I ACTED ALONG WITH IT .
YOU NEVER SHED TEAR IN FRONT OF ME BUT CRIED AT THE DOOR STEP WHERE I COULDN'T SEE YOU .
YOU ACTED TOUGH BUT FORGOT THAT WHEN YOU SHED TEAR I FOUND IT THROUGH YOUR RED EYES .
YOUR EYES NEVER LIED BUT YOU DID MAYBE IT WAS ME WHO WAS NOT GOOD AT HIDING FROM YOU .
AT THAT VERY MOMENT I DREAMED OF NOT MEETING YOU .
I AM SORRY TO PUT YOU THROUGH THIS PAIN.....
I AM SORRY FOR KEEPING SILENT EVEN WHEN I KNEW YOU WERE STRUGGLING...
I AM SORRY FOR MAKING YOU SAD WITH THIS LETTER .
DON'T CRY FOR TOO LONG TREASURE YOUR VERY PRESENT MOMENT .
BUT FILL THAT MOMENT WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS NOT WITH SORROW AND TEARS ......
CRY JUST FOR TODAY DON'T CRY TOMORROW BECAUSE FROM THEN ON ....
I AM A PERSON WHO EXISTED IN YOUR LIFE BUT WILL NOT CONTINUE TO EXIST FROM NOW ON .
NO MORE EVEN VISIT ME SO THAT YOU DO NOT NEED TO SHED TEARS.
WHEN YOU ASKED ME ''WHAT WAS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME''..
I SHALL ANSWER NOW ''YOU WERE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME ''
I TREASURED EVERY MOMENT I SPENT WITH YOU .
LIVE A LONG AND HEALTHY LIFE FOR ME AND FOR YOURSELF
DO NOT LET YOUR PAST EFFECT YOUR PRESENT THIS IS MY LAST WISH

FROM
YOUR PAST
(WHO ONCE EXISTED AND SHALL NO LONGER EXIST )
GOOD BYE MY SOUL (LOVE)