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he who lingers in her mind |
a poem about him you were the beginning, and you were sadly my rapid last. the joy to my younger self, yet also the heartbreak that broke me the happy smile on my face, yet also the stray tears I let to fall never had someone made me feel special and never had I despised someone so bitterly. but those were the good and bad ol' days i have started to place them all behind me as a caution to fall properly and careful enough for a person a lesson learned which kept yearning on the back of my mind it wasn't until recently we talked, for the first time and for the hours it was just a simple talk but the familiar old strings started to knot in my stomach then I realized myself, that you were different the different version of someone I used to know way back then but the change in you was good, a better one I could agree my hands were shaking and my heart was racing what is it that you have, to make me react for a certain way? and then i started to dream in colors all the scenarios and play-scenes i wished for it to happen the happy moments we could possibly create, and spend joyfully just with you, the man in my dream. but now, i don't have to live inside my land of dreams anymore and i do not have to comprehend with the little possibility expectations again for in time now, it all became a reality. |