Today

Today was the first day in weeks that I got to see him. I craved him, his lips, his touch. I needed him, and I wanted him to need me just as much. When I saw him I couldn't take the temptation anymore, I had to be with him, in his arms. He saw me and we locked eyes, making my way over their I could see the flame in his eyes. I felt like I was drawn to him. Getting closer I felt my throat getting dry, I felt like I was going to be sick, I still got nervous every time I was with him. He leaned down and whispered in my ear, so softly asking how I was. I could barley whisper my lousy reply of “Okay.” He then took my hand leading me to the dance floor, feeling as I might fall I gladly took into his arms and danced slowly and passionately with him. I couldn't explain this feeling I have, even if I tried. When I thought I had my composure back, he kissed me. I felt like I was helpless, held captive in his kiss. When we parted I was gasping for air. I looked up at him feeling helpless, I needed him. I didn't want things to ever change.
We left the party in a hurry after that. He drove me to his house, we sat in the car silent for a while. He got out of the car coming around to my side to open the door. We went in and went strait to his bed. We shared a handful of passionate kisses, each one getting deeper and longer than the last. Until eventually we were both out of breath. We layed there in silence, saying nothing, sparks filling the air of the heat that was rising. I didn't know if I was ready for what was next, but I knew that I could do anything as long as it was with him.
The next morning I woke up beside him, in his embrace I could feel his warmth. I knew last night I was giving him everything, but I didn't care. I loved him, and I had hoped he felt the same. I turned toward him, to meet his lips. He smiled his big, bright, beautiful smile. I couldn't help but return with a goofy one. He laughed, which made me giggle. At that moment I knew he was the one.