Self care

I wanted to wait for you
But how could I?
Of course, my chest warms up at the simple though of you
But still, how in the world could have I waited for you?
How does one stop the time?
Should have I missed life for you?
Of course, I my heart beats to the rhythm of your gait
But you must realize
Just like I did
That I have to love myself more










I kind of suck at love, I don't get how people start dating each other so easily - I mean imagine letting yourself fall in love and then discovering they're not the person they pretend to be ? Like they don't actually love cats ?