Alone

The sun was setting and the sky was turning dark. The night air so cold that you could turn to ice. I am standing on the high balcony of a ship. The Titanic I think. I am sailing out somewhere, but, I don't know yet. The wind starts to pick up from a light breeze to a heavy wind. Thunder was rolling and dark clouds were setting in. It gets even colder, the sky turns darker. I feel something wet land on my arm. Is it raining or was it the waves coming in. The waves start to get bigger and stronger. I have to hold on tight to the pole I was leaning against. I feel another drop of something wet land on my arm. I then realize its raining. My hat blows off and I try to catch it. I stand in the very edge of the bar and reach for my hat. Just a little bit more to go! I fall off the edge and head face first for the water. As soon as I make it up to the surface another wave hits me. I make it back up again and i see the boat has left. I yell and scream to try and get help but no one hears me. I am alone now. I get pushed underwater again and i hit my head. I feel my body going numb and i start to lose air. I can't move, i can't breathe. I just let my body float. I am numb and i let out my last breath.

Was it just a dream? Or was it real?