Giving in

GIVING IN

Conjured by: Brokenwords 13-Dec-18

What do you do when the world around you turns dark and grey?

I'm trying to hold it together, but my mind won't get better.

I feel the clouds surround me, I just want the darkness to flee.

How do I get over this? When can I taste bliss?

I want this ride to end, and healing to begin.

I want to be better than I am, continuing feels overwhelming, Gat Damn!

I placed myself in this state, just so much on my plate.

This year has given me only shit, keeping me locked in a pit.

This unforgiving pit of despair, beaten me into a unconscious stare.

Forcing me to shut everything out, seems like a round about.

What is my move I wonder? I believe it best to take time to ponder.

Seems my moves so far, are drowning my grooves in tar.

I'm being pulled further down, if I continue I will surely drown.

I need to get through this, it's my only chance for bliss.

Feels like I can't turn the page, thoughts keep me locked in a cage.

My pain that is within, feels like I'm stretched to thin.

At this rate of mental decay, death patiently waits a breath away.

I await deaths embrace, then perhaps a smile will cross my face.

I feel like a piece of clay, being molded by the desolate grey.

The darkness has me engulfed, I've had fucking enough!!

The only way to fly like a dove, is to pick myself up and rise above!

This emptiness I feel, can't be the final deal!

The best move from within, is to shine death my relentless grin!

I'm not going for another spin, I refuse to give in!

I have to think twice, before I roll the dice!

Facing my demons, no time for their treasons!

BEFORE THE FINAL BELL, I WILL ESCAPE THIS HELL!

NOT GIVING IN, I'M COMING FOR THE WIN!!

MOTHAFUCKA!!