Memories every Christmas

It's like a sharp thing
that hits my soul
Memories of my childhood
Christmas songs,
memories of my past
when I was a little girl,
and I was with my father....


Sound from a music box,
I can see my dad dancing with me
I thought it would be eternal
but now it is just a dream
I can't escape...


How many more Christmas should I spend?
Longing for my father's love?
I entrusted him to God's hands
but sadness always encompasses...

Forgive me Lord for my pain
Please help me to be released from this game
I know my dad is happy with your arms
Please help me to fully understand