Maybe

Maybe I will find her someday

To give her all my words and slips

To live with her reality that I always hope

To cut all my relation with shadows

To give her all messages that never reach

About my old that gone and came

To draw a beautiful black flower

It will show how my life was without her

To tell her some story that always hurt me

And hope her love makes me better

To fight all world except her

To break with her all my bad memories

To be with her the leader of love

To release afterwards all my dark side

To be able to sleep quite well

And let all my conflicts leave me in peace

To rant and rave at the world

Because it was bad with me

To admit that my heart after her

Was extremely cruel and unhappy

To swear that I was totally miss her

Her love makes me alive

To tell her how many times

I saw her in my dreams

I hope to meet her

Maybe,I'm just living my life with a fake things