I'm okay

How are you feeling?
So sweet
So simple
But still unsure what to say?
So many thoughts running through this mind
Emotions trying to escape through these eyes
But still I say "I'm ok."
So simple
So sweet
That way you walk away not worrying about me today
Not seeing the disease but just me
All I want you to see is me not this thing
Tearing me to pieces, making some days just not worth facing
I want to be remembered for me
And this thing to be erased from your memory
When you speak of me I need it to be for the joy I brought
Not the pain that tore us apart
So I will be okay not because you need me to be but I want to be.