Am I Pretty Yet

A piece of gum has 29 calories
Water has none
Whats a little suffering for a big reward
Does it matter what I think if no one else believes


You hideous monster you won’t be anyone if you aren’t pretty
Breakfast is torture
Lunch is nonexistent
Spinning spinning spinning
The room just keeps spinning

Thinking thinking thinking
What those people said
They're right I’m an ugly freak that will never get anywhere in life
You sure you want to eat that
You, know a walk wouldn’t hurt you; you know that right


One month two month three month
This torture just keeps happening

But it’s ok I will be pretty one day
Four-month five-month six month
spinning, spinning, spinning


Everything is black
My brain keeps yelling
shut up you nasty imbecile
It doesn’t matter what you think


1 day 2 day 3
Beep beep beep says the heart rate, monitor
The days fade into one
People visit but all they see is a person alive that should be dead




Another soul lost
But at least she was pretty
Was she