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Rated: 13+ · Poetry · Dark · #2200830
"Each step is a finger"
Trigger

There is a gun on the side of my head
Each breath the trigger
Each step the finger pressing
The bullets are the mistakes, the memories, the pain
That I can never erase

I can never die
But each bullet shot
Leaves me worse then being dead
The coldness as the memories pierce and shake my head
Leaves my heart and mind throbbing

What is worse then dead
Is to live in the truth
Rather then blind alive
But I'm not blind
I can see the reason for why god hates me

For each time I've crossed the line
For each time I've hurt someone
For each time I never cared
For each time I've made someone cry
A voice whispers then shouts

The voice never raises
But rather worse
I can feel the pain of every time I've hurt someone
I live in regret
I stay afloat in the mistakes I've made

I was blind then
But being blind was a treasure then a curse
Because I couldn't see the shackles and chains around me
My waist, my hands, my feet
And the fire surrounding me

I've set a trigger worse then death
Living and suffering in guilt and each person I've pained
This world I live in was my choice
For I've set the trigger
To hell faster then I realized.
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