Again

One more time
My heart breaks
This feeling is all too familiar
I can't escape the pain

He doesn't trust me
He doesn't love me enough
He doesn't want me
He will never accept me

Rejection makes its mark
It tears at my heart
It guts out my soul
It leaves an empty chasm

I have to turn away or he will see my tears
My pain is wasted on one who stands alone
I am not allowed to get close to his brokenness
My love for him means very little

He doesn't want to be healed
He needs no one in his life
The story is the same
I am not good enough, again