Deadly choices made

Deadly choices

when in death upon a choice I make
when in death upon its course I take
My the loved ones left behind
Lefy to face my deaths heartbreak.
To an early grave I've been laid to rest
In a suicide I myself predicted
In my very own choices in which I'm blessed.
For my life on earth was just not to be
Not because of anyone else or others
But because of only Me.
I didn't want the breath God gave
So I decided through my choice
to dig my very grave.
Not because of unappreciated love of life given.
Just because my hearts longing
was to be with my mum who's also in heaven.
Time to reconnect the love only child & parent share
In an untimely taking of death my life belonging could never to her fare

Copyright © Anna Sabrina Tate | Year Posted 2017