Understanding

when I laugh, it with understanding
when I smile, a thought is raging in my mind
When I cry, it is for a mistake.
When I talk, it is from wisdom.
when my heart races, it is for love or am scared

I hate sleep because I want knowledge
Despite that, we learn lessons every day
people change that much
As there is more to learn as days goes by

I haven't given up on life
And never will i
I have grieved for many years.
And I have laughed as much

That didn't make me more or less of a human
A life I desire, free of evil
A life I want free of pain
Free of Hunger and Weakness
Free of Anger and Tears


It's been years now since I've got these feelings
wasting away time as if there is no tomorrow
walking back and forth like an animal in heat
I wish I knew time is precious