the lose of a loved one

I lost the love of my life in July to massive heart attack.my boy friend had been in and out of the hospital with his health since March.He was a dialisis patient since 2010 he went to that 3 days a week .He had some other health issues as well,my boyfriend was at the doctors alot for different things.He was medically retired in 2010 from his job he loved.He was a machinest for many years.