Dealing With My Grief Of My Losses

I am dealing with the loss of a loved one.Some days are better then others.I loss my father in 1998 to a massive heart attack also.So when my boyfriend died of a massive heart attack it really hit home with me again.I still sit and cry over the loss of my father.So now i have to pick up the pieces of my life and carry on everyday.I know in my heart i will be ok soon.With gods help i will get through each day.I pray every morning .i p.for god to help me through everyday and he does help me in many ways.I keep going everyday because i have my family for support and my children for support.My children have been a big help since i lost my boyfriend in July.If it was not for my children helping through this diffcult time in my life i do not know what i would do.I am thankful for the support of my children to help me cope with every thing i am dealing with in my life right now.