365 days

365 Days

Oh how I wish I could tell my old self
not look up my old friend
Oh how I wish I could tell my old self
How cruel you'd be in the end
It would've saved me so much pain
If I could go back to the beginning again

It would've saved me 365 days of tears
And the fights through all those years
It would've saved me from all the sleepless nights
If I could tell myself, you weren't worth the price
I'd give up all my worldly possessions
To never have learned these life lessons

Oh I wish I could tell my old self
That you weren't who you pretended to be
Oh I wish I could tell my old self
That you never deserved me
If I could just live that day again
I'd just say, it was nice to talk to you my old friend

Oh I wish I could tell my old self
That you were never loyal to me
Oh I wish I could tell my old self
That you were not my destiny
If I could only tell myself
That I'd spend 365 days in hell
When it all to came to an end
And you were no longer my friend

It took 365 days to remember how much I'm worth
And to learn you are not           more than dirt
It took 365 days to finally be able to see
And To take all those painful memories
To put them in a box beneath the floor
To put them In a room, without any doors
But, What a price I had to pay
Just to have you for a few days

It took 365 days of tears to wash upon my face
To finally wish for my heart, to find a better place
It took 365 days for me to finally believe
that it was never meant to be you and me
It took 365 days to see, You never deserved a day full of tears
Nevermind.. all those years
So, Today I set my soul free
And my wish is for ME..
My wish is for the universe to guide me
To Where ever it is..I am suppose to be