"I Should've Called"

"I Should've Called"

By Darken Graves
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I should've called her back...

Maybe things would be different....

Or maybe not....

Still, I should've called her back....

I should've took a chance....

Now what have I got?

Nothing....

And I'm the only one to blame....

I was blinded by a love that wasn't real....
It was merely just a game....

But her?

Without a doubt it was real...
Without a doubt it was love and for me it's still love...
But that's not the way she feels...

Anymore...

Now I'm stuck...

Alone with my thoughts and that's a bad thing for me...

I can only be a friend....

And hope for a miracle....
But so far all I see....

Is nothing....

Yet, I'll always be a friend....

And if love conquers all like they say....
I'll tell her one day....
That I love her so.....
My heart beats in a way....
Because I love her so....
And it will never go away....
I'll never be the same....
But I did this to my self....
There's no one else to blame....

I did this to my self....

If she knew how I felt....
Then everything would change....
But probably for the worse....

I feel as if there's nothing I could possibly gain....

And I'm left with nothing....

Absolutely nothing....

Nothing....

Yet, I'll always be her friend......

But i should've called her back....