You Shouldn't Have Crossed Me (Story)

As I walked towards the blue door, I didn't think I would be back here so soon. This was the last place I wanted to be. I walked through the door and up the carpeted stairs. I took a deep breath before I entered the waiting room.

The only consolation of this is seeing my counsellor again. She was the most beautiful person I've ever met. She's the only reason I agreed to come back. I trust her with everything.

Okay... I may be, slightly in love with her, but she knows everything about me, even my deepest darkest, secrets, and she still talks to me.
Some I've never even told anyone else.

My best friend, Kai, always tells me to go for it, but he doesn't know who my one true love is. If he did, he'd probably still tell me to go for it.

I sat down in my usual spot and noticed a mum and her daughter waiting. The daughter looked as though she'd rather be anywhere else than here. "Me too," I thought. I looked down at my phone to check the time, wishing I had gone for a cigarette before walking inside. She always makes me so nervous.