How much longer?

When something
Turns into everything
And then nothing
All at once.
When you don’t even realize
The past is the past
Until you take a look around
And the present is different.
When six months feels like six seconds
And a week feels like a year.
When was the last time I showered?
When was the last time I brushed my hair?
Food sounds nice, but my bed feels nicer.
Is this depression?
No, I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.
Why am I so tired?
I slept until noon, why am I so tired?
It’s September?
I thought it was March.
Time goes by so fast
When you’re only awake when it’s dark.
Why can’t I be present
While it still is the present?
Is this depression?
No.
I’m just tired.
I’m just tired.