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jan. 15, 2023 |
you were always by my side it always comes as a surprise you rape me of my body and my mind they are no longer mine a puppet, a clown in my plastic tears i drown my cuts and bruises are ordinary a gun to my head, we shall marry! what do you see in me? a pig in mud, in my own filth i sleep you caress me lightly hold my hand so tightly you wash me with water and soap and cleanse my blood, i hope a dirty knife you hold, sharp and old no mistake, to me you told slice off my bones, rotten meat sharpened, smooth and neat while i purge out blood intestines infected with mud and you never fail to tell me i will always be disgusting, horrible, unclean you shut my eyes shut out desire i hold you close, a foul smell under your nose great walls surround me never to be broken down a jail cell, iron bars and nothing to eat again and again, you shove me around in circles, i am bound to repeat i am scum, you gradually bury me deep under the ground i am low, you kindly hold me, my head under water, i sink and drown i am but a prisoner, metal and rope hold my hands together, i am confined i am but an insect, horrible a sight i am but a suspect, to say guilty and deplorable, one might. |