Sisterhood

I suffer more than you and it hurts me more
To do this because I can't take it no more
I'll be to you
Just as we're not close anymore
Because if I forgive you again and be as we were before that means I'm not true to myself
But that's better for me I believe
Because you're pushing me back
Again and again
And I let you do it
But I end this now
I hope you know I'll forgive you again
Only if I have your promise to be real but to change
And it can hurt me more because I will have no one else
but it doesn't matter as much as I have me And it also hurts me more because you're losing me
And we might never be the same how we used to be
And I'll be here sure but I too have to respect me
So no matter what we do, I'll have your back because I always do
And I hate you and I love you and I screwed you and we fucked up
So you hate me and so you hate yourself and you fucked up and I forgive you
But sometimes I think we share nothing at all

And I hated to cry because of you
But I loved to give you all of me