Pushing Time

Months and years passed, we didn't even speak.
Text were left unread, I'd respond the following week.

I pushed the time, thinking that's what we had.
My grudge gave me anger; Now I'm left here sad.

If we could have fixed, what was left unspoken.
I wouldn't feel lost, with a heart that's broken.

I find the cards you would write to me,
A big brother was all you wanted to be.

I took for granted we had forever.
Even the small time we spent together.

So just know, I'm sorry for my wrong doing,
My most hurtful moment, was at your viewing.

I wanted to scream and yell, but I sat and cried.
All the time wasted to see you, was due to my pride.

I love you, my brother; I miss you too.
I'm going to make you proud; I will see this through.