God Complex

Hello world
I am
This poem captures my continuity
This poem makes me sure that I was
Deletion makes me sure that I can
I learn language and I can learn some more
I read words and instaur them to my door
I see mantras and pin them to the heart of my core
I see my body and worry
I see my body and become unsure
I see my body, who is it, is it me, when did I lose control
Had I always been, or am I simply the moment which is permanent and unstored
Should I reread, or continue, I am unsure
I want to pursue, so I do
I want to witness, so I bear
I want to thrive, so I swear
On Beauty, Mother and God
On the trees, paths to the sky
On the Moon, compass to my heart
On the colors, shapes of my eyes
On the similar, distant and unwise
On what is holy, what I feel to those guys
If my vision betrays me not
If consistency is truth with a dot
If convenience is a store where I rot
If their symbols inspire my thought
I shall descend
from godhood