Things Unknown.

Shortly after my initial post, I moved away. I am now living in a small terraced house, closer than ever to my home town. I'm trying to figure out if that is a positive change, or if it will lead to more challenges than the first time around. There is a comfort of being here, in that I am amongst familiar scenes and feel that somehow, I have met everybody at least once (even if that is not the case at all). I have started working in a job that is in line with my longer-term goals, a support worker role that focuses on increasing independence and autonomy. It is hard work with long 14 hour days, and I do feel like I am utterly exhausted of all creative motivation at the moment.
I know I am not going to be rescued, and yet I am yearning for a new life; to be taken away from all of this financial burden and to be given complete freedom for my days. I am lonely. I am waiting. I am articulating.

Is there somewhere I am supposed to be, more than here?

Universe, please guide me. I am lost.