Loss

Why can't I hear myself scream on the inside
The heavy ache around my hollow soul
Scared to live , scared to die forever lies
surrounded by love and cast into hate
It flows in me, I fight it like an antibody
attacking bacteria, I am lost , I am broken
Why can't I hear myself scream inside
I am numb to tragedy and silent to pain
drowning in sorrow and poison in my veins
I call on God to take the Reins