Wishful Thinking

Oh wishful thinkng
How I knew what you are
Yet you make empty promises on my heart
Even now my mind is rolled up
In a bunch that hovers over me
Making my shoulders sink
As I keep wishing, wishful thinking
Oh why must I hurt myself in these
Dark roars of words
Why cant I think and follow
The light into warm wonders
Oh wishful thinking
How I'm so done with you!