Free

He loved me so much that he let me go.

He hurt me more than anyone I know.

But I still can’t stop loving him

Even being in the flow.


He never knew the real me.

He just pretended to see.

But I still want him

I never said I wanted to be free.


I can’t help but know that it’s for his own selfish reasons

And during this time of my life and in this season

He haunts only me & protects only him

How can he still be my beacon?


I don’t know what to do with this love that I have

Were the last five years a cinemagraph?

When he left, my life went dim

I only want him.