God

Why am I so nervous to wite this letter?
Maybe because it has "God" as the header.
You scare me Lord, and now you demand better.
Better obedience, better confidence, a better trend-setter.
Carry my cross w/out complaining,
But it's so heavy, Lord, my will-power draining.
I won't survive w/out my toy you're taking.
Please take me home, no suffering remaining.
Now I'm just rambling, I know I'm not persuading.
Take him away if my faith is fading.
Everything I've lost, love is returning
But the pain feels real, and my hope is dwindling.
Send me a sign, a miracle, a happening.
Something even the skeptic gives meaning.
Quiet now, the Lord is speaking...

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