Little Experiment (Ch 5)

Driving with one hand was not as easy as it is with two, but it was manageable as I rode in the safety of Natalia’s warm, loose fist. Whenever she opened her fingers, I saw that we were in her living room, isolated from the world giving us the privacy we needed to get to know one another better. The only thought that ran through my mind at that moment was the fact that for the first time, I was officially alone with Natalia. There would be no one to save me if she decided to do anything to me. I am completely at the mercy of this beautiful goddess and I’m oddly okay with that.

Natalia’s smile was gentle, erasing any uneasy feeling that tried to work its way over me. Her voice was just as soothing as she spoke, “I’m going to put you on the floor next to me and stand still. With all the bad experiences you’ve had so far, I wanted to let you have at least one without worrying about being stepped on. Thought you might like that.” My heart leaped with anticipation, “I would like that very much.” Bringing her other hand over to me, Natalia lifted me up between her finger and thumb and slowly lowered me to the floor right next to her right foot.

The moment my feet touched the wooden surface, Natalia stood back up causing me to shake for a moment in fear. Now that I wasn’t running for my life, I was able to see everything in detail with how large it all was. Looking up, my knees got weak staring at Natalia from a bug’s perspective. No matter how safe I knew I was, this still slightly scared me. Bringing my gaze down, the sight of her pump suddenly excited me. It was solid black, shining in the light being pressed flat against the floor. The spike was so thin, I probably could have wrapped my arms all the way around it. Taking in this incredible sight, I saw too that this was my chance to do something I’ve always wanted to do.

Stepping forward, I approached the side of her heel to the front part, right where the sole met the floor. Staring for a few seconds at where the two surfaces were against each other, a thought came into my head that gave me a sense of dread. Anything that ended up underneath that wouldn’t stand any chance of surviving. Placing my hand on the hard material, a slight shiver ran down my back…I wouldn’t survive. Shaking my head to rid myself of the disturbing image, I started walking toward the back, dragging my hand along the side.

The arch rose above my head, reminding me of going under an overpass. A giant, moveable overpass. Under the heel’s shadow, my heart raced a little. The last time I was under someone’s foot, I was running for my life and barely got a glimpse of it. Now I’m just standing underneath it so casually. Looking to my left, I saw the spike almost as thick in roundness as I was. Swallowing hard, I walked slowly over to it and with a shaking hand, touched the thin pillar. Leaning heavily into it, I couldn’t get over how even using every ounce of strength I had, nothing would ever budge. Another image ran through my head that excited me more than cause me fear, something that made me want to drop to my knees. I am standing directly beneath Natalia, a beautiful goddess that had the decision over my fate.

Turning around so that I could rest my back against the spike, keeping my week knees from giving out. I knew that I shouldn’t keep her waiting for too long, making me choose to go ahead and continue on through. Natalia had been watching me while I made my way around her foot, keeping eye contact with me before I disappeared from view under her. The moment I came out on the other side, her focused attention saw me right away, walking directly between her feet. Her sudden voice made me jump when she asked me, “How’s it going down there?” Looking up, I yelled up at her so that she could hear me from the floor, at least hoped she would, “It’s awesome!”

Natalia laughed, “Do you mind if I go change real quick? My feet are starting to hurt a little.” Nodding, I told her, “Yeah. I’ll stay right here.” “Sounds good. Watch yourself.” The foot to my left began to move forward, causing me to freeze all over. As soon as it landed, the right one lifted to follow the same direction. I was in awe at the sight of something so enormous move so gracefully, and at such a quick speed. This was an admiration that I never wanted to get used to. After a few more steps, Natalia was gone and I was left alone to stand in the middle of the floor.

The vision of her disappearing around the corner made me instantly feel alone and exposed, which began to scare me. I didn’t think anything would happen since Natalia lived alone, but that didn’t stop all kinds of scenarios from running through my head. Thankfully those nightmarish ideas were pushed aside at the rumbling footsteps of a returning giantess. Everything that was causing me fear turned into a sense of safety. As long as Natalia was here, nothing can touch me.

Watching her bare feet step by step until they stopped not too far from me, but not too close either, I heard from above as she asked me, “Are you ready to be picked up now?” My eyes never left Natalia’s toes as I raised my voice up to her, “If I may, I’d like to check out one more thing. If you don’t mind.” The second I started walking toward her, she realized what I was doing, “You didn’t get enough of feet yet?” “Well, all my floor time until just now, feet included, were all pretty much life or death. Since that was all I could think about at those times, I couldn’t exactly stop to admire any details. Everything is so different at this size, even textures.”

Thinking about it for a minute, Natalia agreed, “I guess that’s true. I’m sure it all looks so much different than what I’m seeing. Okay, but only for a few minutes. I would like for you to get washed up. You probably smell like feet.” Getting closer to her left foot, I shrugged, “That’s fine. My weird goes a long way.” “I’m sure it does, but I’m not putting you in my mouth tasting like foot sweat.” I stopped dead in my tracks and looked up at her. She smirked, “You heard me.” Gulping hard, I nodded, “I’ll be quick.” Mentally shaking myself off, I continued my trek.

Natalia’s big toe was the first one I touched, the skin surprisingly smooth even with me being this small. Her nails were noticeably well trimmed, looking like she recently had a pedicure. The top of her toe came up to my neck, preventing me from being able to climb it. The rest of her toes, only getting slightly smaller than the last, finally stopped at my chest with the pinky. With my light weight, it was just enough for me to jump up so that I could get on top of it. I ignored the smell they gave off from being inside her pump all day. It wasn’t overbearing like it was when I was trapped in Calleigh’s.

Getting up onto my feet, I walked across the top of her foot causing Natalia to laugh, “That tickles.” When I got close to the crevis that was between the big and second toe, I sat down so that my legs dangled there. That was when Natalia finally said, “Alright, bath time.” The sudden appearance of her finger in front of me, pressing me into her thumb behind me, startled me. I was shocked at the speed in which she moved with me, but also amazed that she remained as gentle as she’s always been. I never once became afraid of being hurt by Natalia, at least not on purpose. I believed that in both her hands and in Calleigh’s, I was in the safest place in the world.

Setting me in her other hand, Natalia walked into the kitchen to get one of those small measuring spoons that was for ¼ of a cup, perfect size for me to bathe comfortably. While she was filling it with warm water, I proceeded to take my clothes off while still in her hand. Natalia was surprised, “Oh. You didn’t have to do that now. I could’ve let you have your privacy so you wouldn’t be uncomfortable. I wasn’t trying to be controlling. I’m sorry if you thought I was.”

With a smile, I looked up at Natalia and said, “It’s okay. I knew I wouldn’t be able to get in it by myself. And you want to know the truth?” “What’s that,” She asked as she lowered me into my bath. I took a breath, suddenly feeling nervous, “I kind of like the controlling.” Natalia closed her eyes and slowly shook her head, opening them back up, she told me, “We told you yesterday that we’re here to help you, not control you.” “I know. But it is in a way helping me.” Confused, she asked, “How is that helping?”

My heart racing, I told her what was going on in my mind, “It will help me somewhat live out a fantasy of mine I’ve had since I was young. To be small and practically a slave to a beautiful woman whom I could call a goddess. I know I can’t do much at this size, but at least I can do what I’m told.” A worried expression came across Natalia’s face, “I don’t think I could ever take away your freedom like that. Not with a clear conscious.” “Even if it’s my choice? I really just want the experience.” “You want to mark it off of your tiny bucket list?” I nodded, “Exactly!” “Maybe. Finish your bath and let me think about it.” “Is that a command?” Natalia laughed, “Just wash up.” “Yes ma’am.” She laughed again as she walked away.

The silence of being alone was still unsettling, but thankfully it’s never for very long. Maybe no more than six minutes went by when Natalia returned. I had just finished rinsing my hair by then and welcomed her fingers to pull me out of the water that was starting to cool off too much for me. Keeping me in between her fingers, I was raised up eye level with Natalia as she spoke, “I had gotten this idea after talking with Calleigh last night. I don’t know if you would be up for it.” There was movement in the corner of my eye, making me look over to see her other hand holding up a blue Dum Dum sucker. My heart resumed it’s race once again as I said in an almost whisper, “This will be interesting.” “So that’s a yes?” I nodded, “I’ll try anything once.”

Placing me on the counter so that she could use both hands to open the sucker, Natalia said, “The way Calleigh described how you felt in her mouth with the yogurt, I actually started wanting to try something a little different with you.” I smiled with a fear creeping up knowing what she really wanted, “You want to know what I taste like.” Natalia stopped with the sucker in one hand, and the wrapper in the other, “No. Well, yes. I’m not even sure why I want to.” I shrugged, “You’re just curious. That’s definitely something I can relate to on a regular basis.” Nodding, she agreed, “Yeah. That sounds about right. So you’re sure with this? If you have any fears or doubts, we can always do something else.” Shaking my head, I told her no, “I have complete trust in you.”

Natalia gave me a smile before putting the sucker into her mouth and twirling it around a few times to get it wet. Pulling it out, she blew on it once before lowering it down toward me. My breath quickened watching a glistening, blue ball on a stick that was almost the same size as me, only slightly bigger, get closer until it stopped right in front of me. My hands were shaking reaching out to touch it. Placing them on the wet surface, I realized right away that it was already in the process of drying, making it extremely sticky. With great effort, I was able to pull my hands free. That’s when my fear escalated. If pulling my hands off was that difficult, then throwing my whole body onto it will completely immobilize me. The only hope of me ever getting off will be with Natalia’s help.

The trust I had in her was far greater than any fear I felt of dying, so reluctantly I spread my arms and leaned my entire top half onto the sucker, sticking to it like it was a big piece of flypaper. If I chose to try and get off, it would be impossible. Natalia is my only hope to be freed. My heartbeat hard in my chest as Natalia slowly lifted me upright so that my legs ended up also sticking to the sweet ball. My whole body began to tremble with anticipation and much more fear than I realized I had by the time I was hovering right in front of Natalia’s lips.

It was obvious that she was hesitant when I wasn’t moved from this spot for several seconds. My thoughts began to fill with worry the more the sucker dried. This glue feeling was starting to feel more like cement now. I was stuck permanently until Natalia decided to help me off. My thinking took a sudden turn the moment Natalia’s lips parted right in front of me. A wave of hot, humid air hit my face from between two rows of perfect, white teeth. Looking behind them, her tongue rested at the bottom of her mouth and a darkness beyond that, a tunnel that led to certain death.

My breath quickened at the sudden lurch of my sucker prison, tilting slightly forward as it was moved toward Natalia’s opened mouth. Right before I got between the two rows of teeth, I saw the resting tongue lift up to meet me halfway. I lowered my head and closed my eyes just as it touched my back. My body jumped at the new sensation of tastebuds against my bare skin, feeling it drag down it as she licked the sucker, pushing me gently against it. My head was spinning with excitement at a single thought going through my head. Natalia just licked me like I was part of the sucker. That thought was quickly interrupted when the large ball moved forward again, this time pressing me down face first onto the tongue before sealing me in darkness.

Once the lips were closed, Natalia shifted her tongue up and around the sucker, rubbing it and me all over in every direction. Sometimes it would hold me onto the sweetness as she sucked and swallowed the saliva that was building up. Natalia would roll me around back and forth so that both sides of me would get the brunt of each lick. I only opened my eyes a few times to see in the dim light, always amazed at how it looked inside a mouth. It was when I closed my eyes again that I got a surprise. I felt a jagged surface against my back before a pressure came from the other side of the sucker, causing me to open them again. Natalia had laid it, and me, onto her bottom molar and was pressing down with her top ones. Being held there, it felt like I was in a prison made of enamel and blue raspberry.

There was only a minute of me wondering if she remembered I was still there or if this was something else she wanted to try out. That was answered when there was an ease from above and allowed the sucker to be moved again to the center of the mouth. At that moment, with the dwindling sugar snack, the surface I was holding onto was finally too small for me to be stuck to, causing me to fall off onto Natalia’s tongue. The feeling of several, saliva coated tastebuds against my bare skin will always feel weird to me. Turning around to sit up, I wasn’t on my back long enough to take a breath before the sucker landed on me. I tried to grab onto it but when it was pulled up, my arms couldn’t hold on. I think Natalia figured out I wasn’t attached any more so after lifting her tongue, she pressed me into the roof of her mouth to swallow more saliva build up.

When lowered down, I was given a show that I never thought I would ever be able to witness in any lifetime. Placing the now small sucker back between her molars, Natalia bit down and shattered it into pieces. I have never been so excited to see anyone eat something before. This got me very excited all over. Opening her teeth, the stick rotated to receive another crunch. Now the once round sucker was in tiny pieces around her teeth and tongue next to me. I was able to get a quick glance at the inside of her bottom molar just before they closed again, repeating the process of swallowing with me firmly secure against the roof.

This time when she lowered her tongue, I hit it with my fist a couple times. Feeling my attempt to communicate with her from inside her mouth, light suddenly filled the darkness as I watched her teeth spread apart. Taking this opportunity, I crawled over to the bottom molar that was covered in blue. My heartbeat hard enough to almost give me an anxiety attack, but I managed to hold it together while I straddled the tooth. My hands were trembling as I worked my fingers to get underneath the mashed up goop that was firmly pressed into the molar. It took some time, but I was finally able to find a spot and pry it off. Looking at it, I did something that surprised even myself. Bringing it up to my mouth, I actually licked it. Even with it soaked in Natalia’s saliva and mushed so out of shape, I could still taste the blue raspberry flavor I loved so much.

Shaking my head, I asked myself, “What am I doing?” Throwing it onto her tongue, I looked up and saw directly above me the molar that matched the same position of the one I was on have the same pressed in sucker. Reaching out, it took me a little extra time to find an opening for me to pull it down, which ended up falling onto the tooth I was sitting on. Same as before, I couldn’t stop myself from giving this piece a lick as well. Instead this time, I gave it a couple more before tossing it off to the side as well. Crawling off the molar, I got back onto her tongue and gave it a couple more hits.

Feeling my signal, Natalia stuck her tongue out so that she could get her fingers on either side of me. I was lifted up to her eyes as she swallowed what I had dislodged from her teeth, then asked, “Did I hurt you in any way?” I shook my head, “Not at all. That was one of the most exciting things I have ever done.” Smiling, she said, “I’m glad you liked it. I was hoping I wouldn’t be too rough for you.” “You were perfect. But now I have to ask a question.” Continuing to hold me between her fingers, Natalia’s expression became curious, “What’s that?” “How did YOU feel about it?” Walking over to the couch, she rested her elbow on the arm of it and thought about how to answer. Taking her gaze off me for a minute to stare off distantly, the increasing silence began to make me a bit nervous.

The response she gave me wasn’t exactly a relief either, “I’m not really sure how to say this without sounding a little…callous.” “You can tell me. I may like what you say.” Closing her eyes for a second, Natalia turned toward me and opened them back up to look right at me. Seeing me with my elbows propped up on her thumb while my head rested on my hands, she found me amusing and smiled with a laugh before getting serious, “I liked the extra flavor you gave the sucker. Kind of made it salty sweet that I oddly found pretty good.” A chilling shiver ran down my spine, a feeling that was becoming a close friend of mine and I looked forward to it every time. The thought that Natalia liked the way I tasted was terrifying, yet it also turned me on.

With a pounding heart, I made myself be up front with how I felt about what she just said, “I’m actually happy that you said that.” “Really? Why is that?” "The reason actually terrifies me even more to say aloud than my fear of being small." I think Natalia knew this fear wouldn't let me speak right away, so she tried to reassure me, “Nothing that you say will make me think any less of you. I will not judge you by how you think.” When I didn’t say anything for a minute, she said softly, “I can feel your little heart beating. You have no reason to be afraid.”

Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm my nerves so that I could be honest and straight forward to her, “Everything that has been happening to me with shrinking while being on the floor, under someone’s feet, in between their toes, closed up in a high heel, and being in the mouths of two beautiful women who both said nothing bad about how I tasted. Well, those are all my kinks. I get turned on even just thinking about it, but actually being able to do it gets me more excited than I’ve ever been before in my entire life.”

My body began to shake the longer Natalia stared at me with those big, brown eyes. I knew she was right when she said I had no reason to be afraid. Both her and Calleigh have proven many times over that I can trust them with anything I say. When she spoke, a sense of calm washed over me, causing me to relax a bit, “Listen, I don’t see anything wrong with that. It actually makes more sense with how you’ve been reacting to everything you went through. You don’t have anything to be ashamed about. We all have something that gets us off, some a lot different than others. This just happens to be your thing. And believe me, it wasn’t easy for me to tell you what I thought about how you tasted.”

That took me off guard. I never would have ever thought that Natalia could be afraid to tell me something. As much as they protested against it, I still only feel like an insect to them. A life not worth trying to save. The heaviness in my heart that was so full of sadness about that but yet love at the same time that they still see me as if I was a normal sized person. Smiling at her, I said, “Thank you. I just like being honest. I can’t bare the thought of ever lying to you. I wouldn’t be able to do it. And I also appreciate your honesty, no matter what it is you say. I know it’s probably hard to tell anyone that they taste good after you lick them.” Natalia laughed, “I wasn’t going to say it like that, but yes, you do taste good.” Patting her thumb before placing my face sideways onto it in an attempt to hug it, “I would love to be your sucker enhancer anytime.” Laughing again, my jaw about dropped when she winked at me, “I might just take you up on that.”

Placing me in her other hand and getting my clothes for me so that I could put them back on, even though I was coated in dry saliva from being in Natalia’s mouth. Looking up at her, I said, “As afraid as I was telling you all of that, I wouldn’t mind getting Calleigh’s thoughts on it as well. I just don’t think I could handle that fear trying to say that aloud again. Not yet anyway. And I meant it when I said the most beautiful women. I’m completely terrified of y’all, not only from my size and just you being you, but also the love I have developed…and respect.”

Walking to her bed with me nervously sitting in her hand, I was unsure of how she was going to respond. It wasn’t until she got under the covers, propping herself against the backboard that she told me her thoughts, “It means a lot that you think that way of me, and even Calleigh. I care a lot for you even though we only just met. If you want me to, I can tell her everything you told me tonight. I’m sure she will respond the same way I did. You are who you are, there is no shame in that.” To my surprise, Natalia moved her hand over to her other pillow next to where she lays her head and began to tilt it so that I could slide off onto the cool, soft fabric.


I shivered a little from suddenly not having any heat, but I soon hardly noticed it when my eyes met hers as she asked, “Can I trust you to stay on this pillow?” I nodded, “Yes. My feelings can be put aside. I know you’re not like me and I refuse to cross boundaries when not invited to.” Natalia’s expression grew curious, “Like you how?” “I’m gay.” Raising her eyebrows in amazement, her voice became softer, “Oohh, that’s the love you meant.” I got scared for a moment thinking I just messed up. I needed to say something to hopefully change how she was processing the way I looked at her, “My love for you goes both ways. A crush love, something I can’t help. My heart is going to want who it wants. But I also have a friendship love which is worth more to me than any crush I could ever have. That goes for both you can Calleigh.”

That sweet smile Natalia gave me made all fears suddenly vanish, making me feel so much better. Her words was just icing on the cake, “No, I’m not like that though I’m very flattered. This doesn’t change how I see you and I will not care for you any differently than I am now. I feel like you are a really trust worthy friend and I’m happy to have met you.” Bringing her hand over so that she can place her finger next to me, she gave me a soft smile as I hugged it saying, “Thank you. I will always respect boundaries so I can promise that you will find me right here whenever you wake up.” Pulling her finger away, she said as she started to slide down in the bed, lifting the covers over her as well as my entire pillow to help keep me warm, “I’m glad. I will see you in the morning. Good night.” “Good night.” Clicking the light off, I found sleep to be knocking at the door of my consciousness. Soon I was drifting off to a peaceful dream next to Natalia on her warm, cozy bed.