Hold My Hand Forever

this is a love story

i could tell she was tired of me searching her phone
calling her constantly when she was on purpose alone
needing some space, i lost it when she was like that
i just crossed out her name off the calendar too
so now her planned dates wont hold me down or ruin my moods
but the calls started coming and she's trippen herself
sick of my tantrums and concerned for her health
she left me alone, without a definite home
i was used to bein all in her bad
watchin movies on her couch
and bein a part of her life
once it was gone i saw what happened through different light
and it wouldn't be long before she fell for a different guy
so i thought getting her back would be the optimal choice right
if she was all about talking to boys she knew i was choice prime
but she didn't bite the bait and i was left with my choices
and after a while stuck at home i started hearing some voices
they spoke to me of her dating and relating to men
getting back in the dating pool and relating to them
the situation was grim but i was a set fool
who lost it in a moment of rage when i couldn't get cool
she wouldn't sweat me if we were still together
i guess all good things don't last forever
trying out the dating apps wouldn't take her back
but i got lost in conversation with patient tact
and sooner or later found a girl just like her with crazy tits
they were kinda big and needed to be lifted a bit
but i figured with this new girl ii'd be gifted
on the first date she started rubbin my hands
and i was kinda upset
like whyou touchin me you know i'm with .. oh wait.. and her face was upset
she knew i wasn't ready from the moment we met
and the ex was haven't me back, so how do i react now?
stuck between a rock and a hard place i couldn't back down
so i found another female to try out my steez with
she as 25 and thick in the right places, with her sleeves done
we hit it off almost the first day and sooner or later it got serious too
and before i new it i was stuck on stupid doin the same things with her
sending a text and hanging on words, pushing for the next date
but i wasn't the best mate. she ended it quick.
told me she appreciated my friendship but didn't feel it enough.
and that she needed someone who needed her as bad as she did him
that meant a lot at the moment and he hung up and waited.
with a new dog for his passenger seat, he helped heat the whip.
they played fetch at the park and he taught him to sit.
it wasn't long before he met a women at the park
who loved the dog and had her own, she'd named him Marcus
and that was his name too. he loved that, he'd claim her soon.
after dating a while they waited for a child and decided to keep one.
she was beside herself with the labor but invited him to reach up
and with the baby in hand, all his problems were soon gone.
he knew that no matter what happened no problem was too strong.
and they soon fawned over their growing son as he was growing up.
she was a wonderful Mom who played songs for her kids
singing the lyrics out loud until the neighbors complained
when the police showed up he could barely contain the urge to sing so he did it
and her daughter sang along too, the scene was terrific
but the windows co uld be shut, that's all that we need Ma'am.
and the officer sped off. the radio played as he went away to the music.
they listened together as if they'd listened forever and it's all that they knew
being lost i the tune until they were far from reviewing the lyrics they sung
they wrote letters to the artists and one even requested a recording to be done
once they made it to TV they got a hefty check, their most important blessing yet
he requested her hand in marriage and she accepted the man.
they both lived to their nineties holding eachothers hand.
and one day their song was playing on the radio and she didn't stir to his touch
she was cold in fact.. and he felt it all dissolve in a rush
at the service he wanted everything to be perfect
the way that she was
and he was silent through the whole thing
as broken as he'd become
he found hope in the notion of heaven, where she walked t hrough the garden of eden
dining on apples and holding the serpents to resolve all her reason
through the clouds she appeared to look down at him smiling
and his mind clouded over as he became rather violent
but she learned to speak through the air
and soon her love for him was a secret they shared
he snapped out of his bad phase and lived out his life in a sad state
he knew that they'd be together again and for this he can wait up
but he didn't have to wait long - the next day Marcus didn't wake up