She sucked my dick the first night we met! It did not feel good! Looking back, I understand why it was transactional! Her making "Love" to me the first night meant that she had me hooked! I don't know why I stayed with her for 6 years, despite her constant affront to my advances of intimacy! We would have so much fun, being together! A kiss at the door, a laugh, a joke! She would tell me how talented I was! She would tell me, You're such a good person! Then she would text me, You've got a long way to go! You're like a child! You're so immature! But Why? Why one moment, "loving," the next attacking? To me, she was the most beautiful woman I had ever dated, despite being 17 years older than I was! We drove home that first day, in her Lexus ES, listening to Guns and Roses! It was so much fun, fun, fun! She lived in a Condo in Elk Grove, California! It was so clean and perfectly decorated! She was a narcissist! I did not realize, until 6 years later! I felt like she was the love of my life, and she responded, " You are the love of my life too!" Then she said, with a convincing sad face, " This is not going to work." I screamed, "Why, I thought it was going great!" As I put my shoes on that night, to leave, she convincingly held her head down and said with a convincing sad face, "I don't know?" Fast forward 3 months, my cell phone rings...It's her!" "Hello Connie!" "Hello Jimmy, can you come over? I need you?" I jumped up and packed my stuff, and headed over to her house! When I got there, I realized she was in a jam! Her roommate was a psychopath and had pepper-sprayed her face and threatened her life! I called my friend to come over, and we both protected her! Finally, it was resolved! Funny how she calls me when she needs me. |