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Reinforcing faith |
| The Long Walk Home Day One. The Long Walk Home Samuel punched out at the mill at eleven thirty, the same way he had for years. His hands smelled like oil and metal, no matter how hard he scrubbed them in the sink. The building hummed behind him as he stepped outside, lights buzzing like they were tired too. He pulled his jacket tighter, even though it barely kept the cold out. Three miles. That was the walk home. Three miles every night because his car had finally given up months ago, just like most things in his life seemed to do lately. He used to pray for a replacement. Used to pray for a lot of things. Somewhere along the way, those prayers turned quiet. The pain started halfway down the road, a dull burn in his knees that crept upward with every step. Samuel counted his breaths to distract himself. One, two, three, four. He tried not to think about how tired he was, not just in his body but deeper than that. The kind of tired sleep never fixed. He had believed once with his whole chest. Believed God listened closely, like a parent leaning down to hear a whisper. But years passed. His wife left. His job stayed the same. His health slipped inch by inch. Faith started to feel like something meant for other people. Rain came without warning. Heavy and cold. It soaked his jacket fast and plastered his hair to his forehead. Samuel stopped walking for a moment and looked up at the dark sky. He laughed once, short and sharp. “I am tired,” he said out loud. The words surprised him. “I am tired of believing and waiting and pretending this all makes sense.” The road answered with silence. No thunder. No voice. Just rain. He kept walking because there was nothing else to do. His knees screamed now, and every step felt like a decision he did not want to make. About halfway home, headlights appeared behind him. He ignored them. Cars passed him all the time. No one stopped. This one did. A beat up pickup rolled to the side of the road. The window slid down. A man about Samuel’s age leaned out, rain tapping against the door. “You all right there?” he asked. Samuel hesitated. Pride flared up, then faded. “I am fine,” he said. “Just heading home.” The man nodded slowly, like he was weighing something. “I almost did not turn around,” he said. “Got this feeling I should. Figured I would listen for once.” Samuel stood there, rain dripping from his sleeves. Something in his chest cracked open, just a little. He climbed into the truck without another word. The ride was quiet. The heater hummed. Samuel stared out the window, watching the road slide by, the same road he walked every night. When the truck stopped in front of his building, he finally spoke. “Thank you,” he said. His voice shook. The man smiled. “No problem. Sometimes we all need a lift.” Samuel stood in the rain for a moment after the truck pulled away. His legs still hurt. His life was still hard. Nothing had magically changed. But he felt something he had not felt in a long time. He had been seen. Inside his apartment, Samuel sat on the edge of the bed and bowed his head. He did not ask for anything. He did not promise anything. He just breathed. Faith did not come rushing back. It crept in quietly, like warmth after cold. Not answers. Not fixes. Just the simple truth that even on the longest walk, he was not as alone as he thought. |