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Some days just start off right. |
| He woke up already braced for trouble. That was the habit now. Eyes open, jaw tight, running through the list before his feet touched the floor. The alarm usually failed. The coffee maker liked to stall. His phone battery drained overnight even when he swore he plugged it in. Mornings were a series of small annoyances that stacked up until he felt behind before the day even started. He reached for the phone. The alarm had gone off exactly when it was supposed to. No missed alerts. No blinking red battery warning. He sat up and waited for the catch. It did not come. In the kitchen, the light turned on without flickering. The coffee maker hummed and began doing its job like it had always promised it would. He leaned against the counter and watched the steam rise, surprised by how calm the room felt. No rushing. No muttering under his breath. When he poured the coffee, it did not spill. That alone felt like an event. He sat at the table and took the first sip. It was hot but not scalding. Strong but not bitter. He laughed quietly, the sound unfamiliar in the early hour. Nothing had changed. The same mug. The same chair. The same view out the window. But the morning was cooperating, and he noticed how rare that felt. He checked the weather. Clear. Not just clear now, but steady all morning. He put on his shoes without fighting the laces. Found his keys where he had left them. The door opened smoothly, no sticking, no second shove required. Outside, the air felt right. Not too cold. Not already heavy with heat. Just enough cool to wake him up. He paused on the steps, coffee still in hand, and looked around the quiet street. Someone down the block was watering plants. A dog watched from behind a fence, tail wagging slowly. He did not rush. That was the real difference. At the car, he half expected the engine to hesitate. It did not. The radio came on to a song he liked, one he had not heard in a while. Traffic moved. Lights turned green as he approached them. He found himself smiling again, then shaking his head as if daring the day to correct itself. It did not. At work, the computer started without complaint. Emails were short and clear. No one dropped a problem on his desk with an apology already loaded. A coworker brought in pastries for no reason other than they felt like it. He took one and said thank you and meant it. Midmorning, he realized something else. His shoulders were not tight. His breathing was slow. He was not counting minutes until the next thing went wrong. During his break, he stepped outside and sat on a low wall, coffee replaced by water now. The sun hit his face just right. He closed his eyes and let it stay there a moment longer than usual. He thought about how many mornings he had burned through, racing ahead of himself, assuming the day would fight him because it usually did. How often he missed the good moments because he was waiting for them to fail. This morning had given him a break. Not a miracle. No sudden promotion. No life changing news. Just a stretch of hours that worked the way they were supposed to. Enough ease to breathe. When the day finally did throw something at him later, a small delay, a minor frustration, it did not land as hard. He handled it. Moved on. The morning had set the tone, and he had carried it with him instead of letting it slip away. That evening, back home, he washed his mug and set it in the same spot. Plugged in his phone. Laid out his clothes for the next day. Not as a strategy, not as a fix, but as a quiet thank you. Before bed, he thought about the morning again. About how he had noticed it instead of bulldozing through. How he had let it be good without demanding more from it. Some days will fight you. That will not change. But sometimes a day meets you halfway. And when it does, the best thing you can do is slow down, take the gift, and remember how it feels. |