One Of Many To Remember

One Of Many To RememberP

Just leave me alone

I don't want you here.

Get out of my heart and my mind,

You killed me that day

I can't say enough

You ruined the rest of my life

You took with you everything,

I ever held dear.

And then left a hole in my heart

With the last slap you gave

It was finally clear,

We forever need to be apart

I hated you then

I still hate you now.....

The only thing in the world that I do.

I wasn't fully there
I watched from above.
Almost third person, split up and new

I watches as you took
The bottle in your hand.
And started to beat up that girl
A few to the head
A few to the side
I watched this scene slowly unfold.

She cried, and you screamed
And you hit her some more
Until what she said, made you drop that bottle to the floor.
"I don't care about me, but i'm having our child.
Please don't hurt it, please stop!

Then I stared in horror as you glared in her eyes.
Started to beat her again
More the to arms,
More to the legs
More to the chest and thighs.
The worst, worst of all
The blow to the stomach......
Then you stood back and watched as she cried

I must have passed out
Or died on the side.
But when I awoke, there was blood
I couldn't move,
And I couldn't speak.
And you threw me out in the street.

I never saw you as a person,
After that night.
But what you did is always there in my mind.
Once you rape, once you beat,
Once you kill, and then defeat.

I wish that you would just go away,
That's just something you won't do.
I can't stop the memories,
I can't stop my thoughts.
And, of course, I could never stop you.

You come each day,
To get your fill
Of humiliation and fear.
Each day you succeed, a little more.

This will never end....
I know that now.
And I think I always did.
The memories and the pain,
The ones you forced on me,
The night you murdered my child.