your world

you kept me in a bottle
and hid me somewhere,
in a world where everyone seems so unfamiliar
where i feel as if i don't exist.

where i wasn't suppose to say a word
where i was only allowed to bow on your wishes

but now, i end this self made destruction,
i am no longer a coward,
im no longer afraid to lose you,
i more than afraid of losing my self completely.

my own self which you drown
from your intoxicating touch, from sweet caresses, and from sugar coated words

im no longer afraid to sleep without your arms as my pillow,

i have to put an end to it, before i lose myself, and drown in a world of you, and you alone....