drowning in the pain

I'm drowning in this river,
it flows from deep within,
my tears, they fall and shatter,
I feel my heart break again.

I don't know how to stop it,
like a water fall of sorrow,
where nothing joyful ever comes in,
how you do this to me I'll never know.

You ask if I'm ok,
you wonder if I'm happy,
apparently I hide it well,
the damage that you've caused me.

I don't know why it hurts so much,
why do I even care,
I hate it when you're with her,
is it wrong of me not wanting to share?

My life it might be withering
into nothingness at best,
with sorrow so abundantly found,
my heart, my soul,my everything,
is just one huge mess,
you ripped away my life,
and stomped it on the
cold, hard, ground.

Please don't talk to me,
don't even whisper,
I don't want to hear your explanations,
I could not understand,
not even for a moment,
WHY?
Because,
I loved you!

By:Miranda Hurst